February 2012
190 posts
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Soooo, I like him. More everyday. This isn’t good. I promised myself. Promised I’d have no more emotional attachments. Nothing more to make me feel not like me. I stress, does he mean what he says? Does he kiss me, an then go kiss some other girl? Does he hold me, then hold her? Does he care? Or is he just another asshole just waiting to leave me in the dust. Using me. I hate everyone...
scaryfacescaryplaces:
I want to feel like I am needed by someone. I want to give someone all of the love I can, until my heart explodes. I want someone to love me unconditionally, to be proud of me and not ashamed to be with me and my scars. We could lay in bed all day and talk for hours, upon hours.. we could just fall in love.
when I hear people laughing
paranoia: They're laughing at you, all of them. They think you look weird. They think you look awful, like shit. They're laughing at you because you're ugly. They pity you. They're glad they are nothing like you at all, you freak.
I’m not skinny enough
I’m not pretty enough
My hair isn’t long enough
My skin isn’t soft enough
My eyes aren’t pretty enough
My legs aren’t long enough
My stomach isn’t flat enough
I’m not happy enough
I don’t smile enough
I’m not talented enough
I’m never good enough